Two weeks from today, I’ll be in Sebastopol, CA. I can’t believe that after the long wait (which basically started the moment I left TF13), it’s finally almost here. Workshops! Friends! Shopping! Performing! Watching hours upon hours of dance! Beautiful weather! I can’t even wait, but I’m also worried if I have enough time to get ready. I mean, is it too soon to start packing? How much do I need to practice? If I practice too much, will I be sick to death of my song by the time my performance rolls around? I’ve already had some vague anxiety dreams.
And while you might expect that I’d be spending this time focused entirely on getting ready for TF, I’m not. I decided Sunday night that I HAD to deep clean and rearrange the bedroom as a birthday gift to myself. I have to organize Open Stage, which is the day after tomorrow, and also my birthday, so I made birthday plans for lunch that day too. I have workshops with MARDI LOVE up in Tempe this weekend. We’re starting a garden. I have a photo shoot on Monday. Oh yes, and of course, since I’m stressed, I’m wasting way too much time on the internet.
Two weeks! It’s forever away and not long enough.